改变---难！

改变
真的这样难吗？？
我要改变自己！！
我不要再犯一样的错误了！！

明明就一直提醒自己不可以再犯错了
可是
我还是一样
老是犯同一样的错
这样的我还有用吗？？

真是无药可救
为什么以前的人这样聪明？
江山易改，本性难移
这句话在讽刺着我吧

几时，我才可以改变我自己？

我介意

现在的我已经不再介意别人对我的看法了吗？
我不知道！！
至少我已经不再那么执著了吧

那天，有人对我说，我不笑的时候看起来很凶
这样不好吗？
看起来凶才不会被人欺负吧？？！！

如果我真的不介意了
那为什么别人的一句话会让我想了这么久？
一直在心中问自己
我到底是个怎样的人
连自己都不了解
还凭什么去了解人呢？

i miss U&U

前几天才梦见你


昨天也和你聊天了


如果我没有写这篇“我想你”的话


你一定会说我的！！


是不是吖？

哪！不要再说我不好咯！

我现在正在穿着它!!

所以，你时时刻刻都在我心中！

For py & rabbit !!

coach others on job skill

very fast one week past already

finally today is demonstration

yesterday only decided want to demo about how to fold a napkin

miracle happen

today the train driver know what time need to wake up

the train arrive on time !!
dododo ... get in the train

gwen's mp4 out of battery so i share my mp3 with her

listening music and chatting

say many funny thing and suspect somebody is gay !!

omg !!

arrive at flinders street, while waiting for tram saw a pile of vomit

yark !! so disgusting !!

saw stupid yellow man at elizabeth street !! hate him

dont want to say Hi to him, but i think he know that I dont like him also..

sound like i m very bad!

reach docklands '' 5 star '' building =.=''

all the students wait outside the class

i wan so curious and go to the class to see what happen

oh !! nobody at there

waiting outside together with SuoJin and chatting

Alan come and say don't be so polite, come inside

start blah blah blah

Alan ask who want to go 1st, and after finish the demo we will have revision for the test next week

lalala.. nobody want to go out

Darmish say my name and everybody laugh again !!

stupid Darmish why always ask me go 1st !!

at last Darmish stand up and say I will do it 1st

wah .. so brave !!

but the 1st step is explain the reason for training and he couldn't explain ..

so --- Alan ask him to go back and think what he want to say 1st

OK next, who is gonna come out ??

..... soundless .. all people dont want to look at him again !!

Again, i feel that he is looking at me again and gonna call me !!

He say OK, Kathleen u go 1st !!

I know ! I know he is going to say my name =.=''
but i really curious why always is me ???

Find Srijana be my trainee

actually quite bad also, ask people accompany me dont know do what haha

follow my session training plan exactly.

see the plan to do the demo and ask the question

ask not enough question i think so the checking trainee understanding there sure loss mark

another part i didnt do well is didnt provide a good feedback

when Srijana train me, she provide a very good feedback and Alan praised her

after listen to her feedback, think back why i am so stupid didnt say that also ??

Well, i suppose the 1st person will have more mistake

and the following person will be improve

but except Srijana, other also like dont know what to do and even perform worst than me wakaka ^.^

good !! i am so happy !!

and the advantage of the 1st person is even u didnt perform well, the mark that the teacher give to u wont change anymore as he cant compare with others .. haha

SuoJin comfort me and say that i was good but i dont think so

Alan also say well done but i think i will get low marks T.T

other people turn, be the 1st person to do is really good

after you done, you got nothing to worry anymore and can enjoy !!

Gonna be brave as well to be the 1st person , am i brave enough now ??

Be Srijana partner to make crane

forget the important step @.@''

so embarrass !!

i didnt do well also

cant provide correct answer when she ask me question

Later i help Binod !

Alan say is you again !

Did i go out so many times ??

other people go out more times than me !!

Before lunch go to get result but got brainless people take all the paper away
then when people finding the paper, they will just grab the paper from your hand!!

how rude is that ?? Didnt study MORAL !!

I am so angry and scare that my paper will become ''salt vege'' =.=''

luckily still perfect !!

stupid me should go to get it early !! then nobody will spoil my paper !!

SuoJin dont want to do the demo, but Alan force her to do something

know that she dont have confidence, he locked the door so that others cant go into the room and let her to talk!

She is a drawing teacher before, so she draw a picture at the white board.

She try very hard and i feel that she did very well.
Wakaka!! something very funny happen !!

Stay back want to get feedback for my assignment but the photocopy machine is out of order so i leave.

Always say informal ''byebye''.

people dont understand ??

Anyway, see u next week!!

the thing i do today in coaching other and being coached