First EXPENSIVE B00T

Got my very FIRST boot today !!
Finally .. actually I am thinking to give up
try so many
and my super fat calf just can't fix in
I just totally fed up with myself and that stupid leg !!
I hate myself of being so FAT !!
Really .. how come like that ??
Always envy those people that having slim legs
I hope that I can get the chance also ..
Never Ever !! I knew that !!
It is not going to change !!
It is just not going to happen to me
Miracle always never happen to me
Just like my people skills ...
Only got 2 words to describe --- Damn BAD !!!
I know that, can see clearly from people's reaction
I want to change but I just can't
Nobody is going to teach me that
And I am too stupid to learn that
Really got big Problem with my personality
Maybe I need a psychiatrist or a counselor ??

Oh my GOSH!! Still got 1 stupid assignment need to do
and I am going nowhere until I finish this stupid assignment
Who wanna help me to do that ??
Even want to copy and paste also lazy
I am really in holiday mood and I miss my friend !!

1st of JUNE

The first day of WINTER！！
Here come the winter
Mount Buller I hope I can go there

Checking flight today
I hope that I can go to Bali next year
Because at that time I will have free tour guide and will not be TIPU by people

A girl birthday today
give her a birthday present
Don't know she like it or not
Maybe she still can't recognise me!
She always call me the wrong name !!
I feel like she don't like me ?!
Is that somethings wrong with my feeling ?? I Hope SO !!

Have nice korean lunch today
want to steal the spoon because it is so nice but i dont dare to do that @.@''

Just now on Facebook saw many photo
Only know that got plenty of people went to redang already
when is my turn ?? who wanna go with me ???
Let's pack and GO !!!

Chat with a ''long time no see'' friend
he say he miss me so much !! Really ??
Don't lie but still happy that he still remember me
When are we going to meet ??
Good question and I cannot provide u the answer !!

Next week is Stage 7 last week ..
Left 1 more assignment and 1 more test with crazy old lady then i am free to go

Adelaide, Brisbane I am coming !!!
I hope to go to Gold Coast and Sydney as well ..
maybe need to wait until I finish my course
Backpacking ?? with really limited budget ?? How can it be done ??
But hoping to go to Byron Bay to see dolphin and it is really a very nice place !!
Anyway, we'll see how ...
end up didnt go to anywhere AGAIN !!

我怀念的

喜欢大家聚在一起喝喝酒
喜欢大家聚在一起说笑话
我昨天玩得很开心
我很怀念昨天的时光
我很期待下一次的聚会
我们什么时候才会有机会再聚在一起了？？

第一次喝了这么多酒
其实对很多人来说那不算多
我醉了吗
我不知道
但是我知道自己很努力的不让自己出糗
不在大家心目中留下坏印象

Hangover 不能好好的睡
肚子也有好多风
头发还很臭！！

但那几小时
都让我很怀念
我怀念的是大家一起大声地笑
我怀念的是一大堆人在火车上大声开心的说笑
不用理会别人的眼光
我们全部“疯子”笑在一堆

我担心的是有人喝醉了不想回家
我担心的是有人会忘了下站
我担心的是大家的安全

幸好我们还能平安的回到家
隔天还能到学校报到
虽然人数还是少得可怜

我认识了许多人
我终于知道我不喜欢寂寞
我喜欢多人！
人多多的让我很舒服
让我知道我不是一个人的

such a long time

Today went to excursion again
Second time for this term which is very good and I like it!
Matt always like to stare at me, so weird and scary!!

Somebody still ignore me made me very sad and hurt!
I told myself don't mind that but I still feel ...
What have I done to make her do this to me?
I am so curious, can YOU please tell me??!!

Chat with somebody on Facebook
Long time didnt chat with him already
Chat with him make me feel very happy and he always tell me that I am SPECIAL!!
I would like to believe him but I still don't have confidence about myself
Anyway, thanks for the compliment

Wuuuuu... Now I am feeling very cold
No need so cold my god!!
10.3C..
How can I survive if I go to Canada or London???
So fat still feel so cold!! Where did my FAT go??

梦

这几天做的梦
好奇怪，好好笑，也好无厘头!

第一次是梦到鲸鱼，不是一只，而是很多只
我好像还去摸它，和它做朋友=.=''
还有鲨鱼，幸好没有咬我

第二天的更奇怪
梦见跟一个和他没有很多话讲的人
他好像还跟我很亲密的样子
还开奇怪的摩托车，载我到很不像机场的机场

接下来的梦就完全不一样，和之前的一点关系也没有
竟然给我梦见了吸血鬼
看太多吸血鬼的故事了吗？？
可是我都还没有开始。。。

hottest day

11/01/10

First day back to school
meet Lisa - last stage teacher
is a pretty woman
go talk with her during morning tea break
actually got not much to talk also
I think she don't understand what I say
and I don't understand what she say as well
.............

today is the hottest day in 2010 ( i really hope is )
the mercury go up to 45C =.=''
the wind is like oven heat
me like a roast pork being roasted
feel like want to melt already
going back home from station
walk as fast as possible
if not, i m really will become a nicely cooked roast pork !!!

lay on the kitchen floor
cause there is the coolest place in the house
ee turn on the cooler early in the morning to cool down the house
if not, i will be experienced deja vu @.@

that night, is the hottest night Melbourne had experience in a century
at 12.02am, the temperature still maintain at 37C
how can i sleep ???
blur blur sleep, feel like didn't sleep at all
always turn here turn there ...

i don't like summer
i like autumn (haha)
Canada, i am coming !!!

the day that i fly again

8th january 2010

Wake up early in the morning
long time didnt do like that already ( i think )
at least not that early

Not really have a chance to say goodbye and hug my sis
hmm .. miss the time spend together with her
Really lovely time ^^

Rabbit said I scare her twice ??!
Curious, she got that easy for me to scare ??
As usual, we got not much to talk
Not only my problem (hehe)
People who know me sure will know I didn't talk much

At LCCT sit at Starbucks
Online but always disconnect ... Too BAD !!
During last hour only go to download movie
It feels so good, the download is so fast and I feel so HAPPY ^v^

At plane always ''fishing'' so funny
Behind me sit a long leg guy, touch the screen like boxing with the screen
make me feel so uncomfortable.

Back home by a big yellow cab..
scary, the fare cost $145, luckily not pay by me haha
the driver is psycho i think