May 20, 2009

短发?!长发??!

三千烦恼丝!!
到底,是要留长,还是要剪短呢?

每个人都给我不同的意见
直觉上,有很多人都说,我还是短头发比较好看。
这是我想要听到的答案吗?

我可以因为一个人的一句话,
而弄得自己不快乐。
没办法,这就是我!
不能改变什么
实际上,也不想改变了吧
何必为了一个不相干的陌生人
而独自伤心
去改变‘独特’的自己呢??!!

哈哈。。
现在的头发要长不长,要短不短的!
最讨厌现在的样子!
还有点后悔为什么当初要去剪短! =.=''

嗨!!算了吧
让时间把它拉长!!
除了这样,也没有其他方法了
后悔也没有用咯
我决定要再一次留长头发
等哪一天发神经时,再去剪短
wakaka

March 11, 2009

改变---难!

改变
真的这样难吗??
我要改变自己!!
我不要再犯一样的错误了!!

明明就一直提醒自己不可以再犯错了
可是
我还是一样
老是犯同一样的错
这样的我还有用吗??

真是无药可救
为什么以前的人这样聪明?
江山易改,本性难移
这句话在讽刺着我吧

几时,我才可以改变我自己?

March 4, 2009

我介意

现在的我已经不再介意别人对我的看法了吗?
我不知道!!
至少我已经不再那么执著了吧

那天,有人对我说,我不笑的时候看起来很凶
这样不好吗?
看起来凶才不会被人欺负吧??!!

如果我真的不介意了
那为什么别人的一句话会让我想了这么久?
一直在心中问自己
我到底是个怎样的人
连自己都不了解
还凭什么去了解人呢?

i miss U&U

前几天才梦见你


昨天也和你聊天了


如果我没有写这篇“我想你”的话


你一定会说我的!!


是不是吖?





哪!不要再说我不好咯!

我现在正在穿着它!!

所以,你时时刻刻都在我心中!

For py & rabbit !!

March 1, 2009

coach others on job skill

very fast one week past already
finally today is demonstration
yesterday only decided want to demo about how to fold a napkin


miracle happen
today the train driver know what time need to wake up
the train arrive on time !!
dododo ... get in the train
gwen's mp4 out of battery so i share my mp3 with her
listening music and chatting
say many funny thing and suspect somebody is gay !!
omg !!


arrive at flinders street, while waiting for tram saw a pile of vomit
yark !! so disgusting !!
saw stupid yellow man at elizabeth street !! hate him
dont want to say Hi to him, but i think he know that I dont like him also..
sound like i m very bad!


reach docklands '' 5 star '' building =.=''
all the students wait outside the class
i wan so curious and go to the class to see what happen
oh !! nobody at there
waiting outside together with SuoJin and chatting
Alan come and say don't be so polite, come inside


start blah blah blah
Alan ask who want to go 1st, and after finish the demo we will have revision for the test next week
lalala.. nobody want to go out
Darmish say my name and everybody laugh again !!
stupid Darmish why always ask me go 1st !!
at last Darmish stand up and say I will do it 1st
wah .. so brave !!
but the 1st step is explain the reason for training and he couldn't explain ..
so --- Alan ask him to go back and think what he want to say 1st
OK next, who is gonna come out ??
..... soundless .. all people dont want to look at him again !!
Again, i feel that he is looking at me again and gonna call me !!
He say OK, Kathleen u go 1st !!
I know ! I know he is going to say my name =.=''
but i really curious why always is me ???


Find Srijana be my trainee
actually quite bad also, ask people accompany me dont know do what haha
follow my session training plan exactly.
see the plan to do the demo and ask the question
ask not enough question i think so the checking trainee understanding there sure loss mark
another part i didnt do well is didnt provide a good feedback
when Srijana train me, she provide a very good feedback and Alan praised her
after listen to her feedback, think back why i am so stupid didnt say that also ??

Well, i suppose the 1st person will have more mistake
and the following person will be improve
but except Srijana, other also like dont know what to do and even perform worst than me wakaka ^.^
good !! i am so happy !!
and the advantage of the 1st person is even u didnt perform well, the mark that the teacher give to u wont change anymore as he cant compare with others .. haha


SuoJin comfort me and say that i was good but i dont think so
Alan also say well done but i think i will get low marks T.T
other people turn, be the 1st person to do is really good
after you done, you got nothing to worry anymore and can enjoy !!
Gonna be brave as well to be the 1st person , am i brave enough now ??


Be Srijana partner to make crane
forget the important step @.@''
so embarrass !!
i didnt do well also
cant provide correct answer when she ask me question
Later i help Binod !
Alan say is you again !
Did i go out so many times ??
other people go out more times than me !!


Before lunch go to get result but got brainless people take all the paper away
then when people finding the paper, they will just grab the paper from your hand!!
how rude is that ?? Didnt study MORAL !!
I am so angry and scare that my paper will become ''salt vege'' =.=''
luckily still perfect !!
stupid me should go to get it early !! then nobody will spoil my paper !!


SuoJin dont want to do the demo, but Alan force her to do something
know that she dont have confidence, he locked the door so that others cant go into the room and let her to talk!
She is a drawing teacher before, so she draw a picture at the white board.
She try very hard and i feel that she did very well.
Wakaka!! something very funny happen !!


Stay back want to get feedback for my assignment but the photocopy machine is out of order so i leave.
Always say informal ''byebye''.
people dont understand ??
Anyway, see u next week!!



the thing i do today in coaching other and being coached

February 28, 2009

assignment again

another weekend !!
another assignment havent do !!
haihzz .. still the same ..
no change at all !!

tomorrow need to coach others in job skills already
but i still don't know i got what skill can couch other !!
just now finally find 1 thing can teach
HOW TO FOLD NAPKIN !!
ahha .. easy job ..
but i scare i will forget the step when i stand at there and other people look at me =.=''
somemore need to write session training plan
dunno how to write also
need to explain and provide feedback @.@''
really sweat la !!

faster come and help me !!

February 24, 2009

=.=''

too mao liao got nothing to write
but somebody ask me to cincai write anything
then i love this song tok put the lyric lo

really mao liao rite ??
i also think like that ..
wakaka !!

what kind of language is that ??
ROJAK !

the person who don't know chinese, cantonese and hokkien will not understand what i say !!!