bee bee @.@

其实
最疼我的人是你
谢谢你
bee pang kia ！！
muackss muackss

我受伤了

刚才在街上走着走着
突然我好想哭
现在的我也很想哭

一直以来我都不会控制我的情绪
一直以来我的眼泪都止不住
就像坏掉的水龙头一样
怎样关都还是会继续流

心情很难过
到底是某人造成的
还是我自找的

一直重复地问他
他却一次一次的没有回答我
到底是他听不到
还是不想回应
又或者是我问得太小声

坐在他的身边
他看到的人不是我
他的眼里根本就没有我
如果没有必要
他根本不会开口跟我说话吧

我觉得好委屈
为什么要这样对待我
我抚心自问并没有对你做过任何对不起你的事
你可以告诉我吗
我到底该怎么办

难得我这么用心地想要和你交朋友
你介意多我这个人吗
不然的话
你可以改变你对我的态度吗

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可

有一堆话
好想对某人说

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞 

伤心的心
几时才可以快乐起来

The BIGGEST Discount

Just remember that I saw a very nice thing today !!
My very BEST friend gonna love it so much !!
Thinking to buy 2, 1 for you and 1 for myself
but I am broke, how am I going to afford that ??
Some more got so many things need to buy
Not enough money for me to go to the holiday

Hey can I go to help you to do your prep?
Then you can give me $50 for 4 hour
Now I am very happy to do that
Desperate for money !!

Big sales, Big Discount & I am going to shop like HELL !!!
Hey that bag !! Don't you dare to finish before I go to collect UUUUUU !!!

First EXPENSIVE B00T

Got my very FIRST boot today !!
Finally .. actually I am thinking to give up
try so many
and my super fat calf just can't fix in
I just totally fed up with myself and that stupid leg !!
I hate myself of being so FAT !!
Really .. how come like that ??
Always envy those people that having slim legs
I hope that I can get the chance also ..
Never Ever !! I knew that !!
It is not going to change !!
It is just not going to happen to me
Miracle always never happen to me
Just like my people skills ...
Only got 2 words to describe --- Damn BAD !!!
I know that, can see clearly from people's reaction
I want to change but I just can't
Nobody is going to teach me that
And I am too stupid to learn that
Really got big Problem with my personality
Maybe I need a psychiatrist or a counselor ??

Oh my GOSH!! Still got 1 stupid assignment need to do
and I am going nowhere until I finish this stupid assignment
Who wanna help me to do that ??
Even want to copy and paste also lazy
I am really in holiday mood and I miss my friend !!

1st of JUNE

The first day of WINTER！！
Here come the winter
Mount Buller I hope I can go there

Checking flight today
I hope that I can go to Bali next year
Because at that time I will have free tour guide and will not be TIPU by people

A girl birthday today
give her a birthday present
Don't know she like it or not
Maybe she still can't recognise me!
She always call me the wrong name !!
I feel like she don't like me ?!
Is that somethings wrong with my feeling ?? I Hope SO !!

Have nice korean lunch today
want to steal the spoon because it is so nice but i dont dare to do that @.@''

Just now on Facebook saw many photo
Only know that got plenty of people went to redang already
when is my turn ?? who wanna go with me ???
Let's pack and GO !!!

Chat with a ''long time no see'' friend
he say he miss me so much !! Really ??
Don't lie but still happy that he still remember me
When are we going to meet ??
Good question and I cannot provide u the answer !!

Next week is Stage 7 last week ..
Left 1 more assignment and 1 more test with crazy old lady then i am free to go

Adelaide, Brisbane I am coming !!!
I hope to go to Gold Coast and Sydney as well ..
maybe need to wait until I finish my course
Backpacking ?? with really limited budget ?? How can it be done ??
But hoping to go to Byron Bay to see dolphin and it is really a very nice place !!
Anyway, we'll see how ...
end up didnt go to anywhere AGAIN !!

我怀念的

喜欢大家聚在一起喝喝酒
喜欢大家聚在一起说笑话
我昨天玩得很开心
我很怀念昨天的时光
我很期待下一次的聚会
我们什么时候才会有机会再聚在一起了？？

第一次喝了这么多酒
其实对很多人来说那不算多
我醉了吗
我不知道
但是我知道自己很努力的不让自己出糗
不在大家心目中留下坏印象

Hangover 不能好好的睡
肚子也有好多风
头发还很臭！！

但那几小时
都让我很怀念
我怀念的是大家一起大声地笑
我怀念的是一大堆人在火车上大声开心的说笑
不用理会别人的眼光
我们全部“疯子”笑在一堆

我担心的是有人喝醉了不想回家
我担心的是有人会忘了下站
我担心的是大家的安全

幸好我们还能平安的回到家
隔天还能到学校报到
虽然人数还是少得可怜

我认识了许多人
我终于知道我不喜欢寂寞
我喜欢多人！
人多多的让我很舒服
让我知道我不是一个人的

such a long time

Today went to excursion again
Second time for this term which is very good and I like it!
Matt always like to stare at me, so weird and scary!!

Somebody still ignore me made me very sad and hurt!
I told myself don't mind that but I still feel ...
What have I done to make her do this to me?
I am so curious, can YOU please tell me??!!

Chat with somebody on Facebook
Long time didnt chat with him already
Chat with him make me feel very happy and he always tell me that I am SPECIAL!!
I would like to believe him but I still don't have confidence about myself
Anyway, thanks for the compliment

Wuuuuu... Now I am feeling very cold
No need so cold my god!!
10.3C..
How can I survive if I go to Canada or London???
So fat still feel so cold!! Where did my FAT go??