说。。不出口

拿起电话，聊了无聊的几句
‘你还好吗？’''ok lo''
。。。。。。。。
还是很公式化的问候。
没有了，没有话再说了
我真的不知道该说些什么
你就说“你没有话要对我说吗？”
答案很伤人，我不想说出口
真的不会说话
但这不是我想要的
脑海里，就是空空的
不知道该说些什么
你知道的吧
所以，你也沉默了

huh ??

kathleen can u .........
Don't know what is he talking about
Turn my head & say HUH ???
gosh, everybody laugh at me !!
so NO FACE !!

He say don't know what again !!
wakaka !!
the distance is too far cant hear him
+ english is too CHAN !!
He also laugh at me and then say
U SHOULD SAY I BAG UR PARDON =.=''
T.T really sia sui !!
become clown

Always remind me that i should SMILE !!
at the beginning i got
but after washing all the rubbish from don't know which STUPID
cant smile anymore !!

Not yet expert in control my emotion
i need to learn to become ...
Don't know what is the word

lazy & rajin !!

miss chin !!!
what r u doing at here ??
go to do ur homework !!
ask u to do ur homework NOT play games !!
always wait till last minute !!
useless !!

无聊！

每段感情，不去想会有什么结果
无论如何
都要用心去经营的
不是吗？？

17/07/2009

Today is not my DAY at all !!!

My carrot cake colour is quite nice
quite satisfy about it
cool it inside the mould
i know i got grease the mould properly and i know it will come out in a nice shape
GUESS WHAT !!
maybe that time i am too lady so i don't dare to knock the mould
slightly press the cake and the side to make it fall from the mould
Srijana help me till so ...
don't know what to say !!
HURT when she do my cake like that =.=''
say i know what to do ... give me back my cake !!!

GERAM !! turn it over and ''pang pang pang''
god !! my cake pecah !!
break into dunno how many pieces
@#$%^&*() .. say s*** in front of butter ..
spoil my image @@

Don't know Murray jump out from where ...
look at my cake .. speechless as well ...
they ask me faster put it back into the mould
didnt work anymore !!
the cake is gone !!
but taste so nice haha !!
useless !!

Murray say is still early,
why don't u just make a new 1
he say want to help me grated the carrot
but somebody ask his to demo how to carve apple
so at last i do it all again
without anyone help ^^
Butter told me if need help need to ask ...
i know OK ?? i know what to do !!
I just want to try it again by myself !!

2nd time, finger cross my cake will be better
put in Murray oven !!
he say will take care for me !!
good then .. but took quite a long time as well as i add more pineapple ~.~
when the cake is rest enough ..
i don't dare to try it anymore
just give it to Muz and he hope me to get it out !!
Yeah !! Muz say finally i am happy !!

Another 1 is everybody yeast are already fermented but mine don't have any movement !
OMG !! so scare that i kill the yeast ..
really hope everything will work ..
YES YES YES !! turn out my brioche is the best in the class
i m really very happy !!
forget about the stupid cake !!

When want to decorate the sponge
burn my chocolate T.T
What the ..... , so bad bad bad bad !!!
Jeffrey suggest me to do it again
Bali help me while making the ganache !!
Thanks Bali !! really appreciate it
Thanks to u my ganache is perfect ^^

At last ........
Murray say it turn out to be my best day !!
Maybe .. luckily the end products is good
or else ... kill myself -.-

From Left: Carrot Cake, Genoese sponge, Brioche & Apple Strudel

bad bad test !!

i ruin my test today !!
i feel so bad
cant control myself not to think about it
sit at there and always think about the question and remember than i wrote irrelevant answer

i think this test will be my worst test ever !!
GOD !!!

My presentation was quite bad
always at there '' eh.. eh..eh ''
y my english still so bad ??
i m so disappointed about myself !!
shame shame

not dare to see my result next week

things that i do during holidays !!

Baking that i made during my 2 weeks holiday !!

Time past till so fast !!

melting moments --- yoyos

this time not as nice as last time i make =.=

sticky dates pudding ^^

yummy yummy !!

my modified cheese and bacon scones

is so nice

sand cake ???

just like butter cake but not so oily